All these people were still living by faith when they died. They did not receive the things promised; they only saw them and welcomed them from a distance. And they admitted that they were aliens and strangers on earth. People who say such things show that they are looking for a country of their own. If they had been thinking of the country they had left, they would have had opportunity to return. Instead, they were longing for a better country-a heavenly one. Therefore God is not ashamed to be called their God, for he has prepared a city for them. (Heb 11:13-16, NIV)
The desert sun was breaking the horizon and a soft morning breeze cooled the sweat on the old man’s brow as he continued his climb up the small mountain in front of him. He paused for a moment to catch his breath, and looked up at the climb still awaiting him. Wiping the moisture from his weathered brow, he grasped his staff and continued the slow climb to the summit. His thoughts wandered over the past decades of his journey. His had been a hard road, much like the climb he was taking now. Nearing the summit, his heart began to beat faster, both in anticipation and regret. With one final push, he cleared the final rise and stood at the summit, and saw the land on the other side of the mountain.
Lush green valleys lay before him. Fertile farmlands filled the landscape surrounding small towns that that were well built and easily defended. The wind carried the smell of a rich land up from the valley to his nostrils, as his eye welled with tears looking out over this wonderful landscape. His heart ached to look at such a spectacular view, the end of his journeys, and the fulfillment of God’s promises to not only him but also to his people. Seeing it at last, he could barely contain himself from running down the other side of the mountain and into that paradise.
He leaned heavily on his staff, slowly lowering himself to his knees. Hot tears fell from his eyes as he lifted them to the heavens. “Almighty LORD” he prayed, “Please?”
A gentle wind blew up the mountain, enveloping him in a soft, cool cocoon of Presence. A soft whisper spoke to him, “No”.
He bowed his head in worship and submission, knowing and trusting in the wisdom and justice of God. Moses slowly rose, and with one final look, began his journey back down Mt Nebo.
As part of my reading last week, I read both the accounts of Moses on Mt. Nebo and the chapter in Hebrews posted above. I was struck how quick we (I am very guilty) are to forget the promises of God, and question His decisions and His justice. Moses waited 80 years to come to that place on Mt Nebo, most of them spent in the desert.
Many of us have promises from God that are yet unfulfilled. We walk in the desert of waiting, wondering where God is and questioning in our hearts “Did God really say…??”
The great “Hall of Faith” found in Hebrews 11 was placed in the bible by God to be encouragement to us. God knows that our fickle human hearts are quickly led in directions that are not His direction. He, in His wisdom, has set a time and place for all things. Often times, there is a great deal of time between the promise and the fulfillment of that promise. The reason is He has to prepare us to walk in the fullness of that promise.
In other words, He is like a father promising His son a car when the son is only 5 years old. The son has some growing up to do before he has the maturity to be able to function in that promise. Remember Jesus’ words in Matthew- "Which of you, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake? If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask Him! (Jesus- Matt 7:9-11)
If you have a promise from God, and it has yet to be fulfilled, ask yourself- “Do I need to grow up a little first?” Ask God that question, and see what He says, and in the mean time, believe that it will come to pass, for God is a good God, and all of His promises are “yeah, and amen!”
“Your focus will determine your reality” is a wise proverb. In the Christian’s life, our focus and trust in God will often determine how soon He can fulfill His promises to us, and take us to that next level spiritually.
Many blessings
Monday, August 23, 2010
Friday, July 30, 2010
Thought for the Day- July 30th, 2010
Prov 24:27 Finish your outdoor work and get your fields ready; after that, build your house. NIV
I’ve been thinking a lot about ways to share Jesus with our community, and as I was reading Father’s Word this morning, this scripture jumped out at me. Although the obvious and primary application of it was referring to a people who’s occupation was primarily agricultural, it’s wisdom speaks also to us today about our life focus.
Too many of us are backwards to the way this scripture instructs us to be- we focus our primary energies on building up our lives, our homes, our families. This focus is not wrong; we should be attentive to these things. However, it is not to be THE thing in our lives.
The stress that threatens to overwhelm us as we try to fulfill multiple roles in life- spouse, provider, good employee, student, Christian worker, ect is the result of a wrong focus, and it makes us feel like the Dutch boy that keeps sticking fingers in the leaking dike. It’s a truly futile effort that if not corrected in time, will lead to all that stress building up to a breaking point until it bursts out of us in ways that will bring great damage to our lives and testimonies.
However, if our focus is on Jesus, none of this will be a burden or even feel like work to us if the Son of God is what we have our eyes on. Jesus is to be the first, middle, last and all encompassing focus of our lives. If that is the case, all the other aspects of life that we are responsible for will fall into place naturally.
That is one of the best evangelic tools we have- the peace of God in what seems to be a very busy and hectic life. We have the Blood of the Lamb covering our sins, the word of our testimony going before us and defining who we are, and everyone sees that these first two premises prove the third- we do not love this life so much as to shirk from death. We can’t be afraid of death, we have already died and have been risen in Christ! We shouldn’t be drawn to the things of this world, we are ambassadors of another realm. Our focus on Jesus makes us dead to hardship, as the joy of our risen Lord strengthens us. This is the secret to living the overcoming life.
The world is crying out for something to give them that kind of joy, peace, and fulfillment. Will your witness in the way you live your life show them that “something”, or better yet, “someone”?
Ask yourself today- where is my focus? The answer will determine how you live not only this day, but your life.
Love and blessings!
I’ve been thinking a lot about ways to share Jesus with our community, and as I was reading Father’s Word this morning, this scripture jumped out at me. Although the obvious and primary application of it was referring to a people who’s occupation was primarily agricultural, it’s wisdom speaks also to us today about our life focus.
Too many of us are backwards to the way this scripture instructs us to be- we focus our primary energies on building up our lives, our homes, our families. This focus is not wrong; we should be attentive to these things. However, it is not to be THE thing in our lives.
The stress that threatens to overwhelm us as we try to fulfill multiple roles in life- spouse, provider, good employee, student, Christian worker, ect is the result of a wrong focus, and it makes us feel like the Dutch boy that keeps sticking fingers in the leaking dike. It’s a truly futile effort that if not corrected in time, will lead to all that stress building up to a breaking point until it bursts out of us in ways that will bring great damage to our lives and testimonies.
However, if our focus is on Jesus, none of this will be a burden or even feel like work to us if the Son of God is what we have our eyes on. Jesus is to be the first, middle, last and all encompassing focus of our lives. If that is the case, all the other aspects of life that we are responsible for will fall into place naturally.
That is one of the best evangelic tools we have- the peace of God in what seems to be a very busy and hectic life. We have the Blood of the Lamb covering our sins, the word of our testimony going before us and defining who we are, and everyone sees that these first two premises prove the third- we do not love this life so much as to shirk from death. We can’t be afraid of death, we have already died and have been risen in Christ! We shouldn’t be drawn to the things of this world, we are ambassadors of another realm. Our focus on Jesus makes us dead to hardship, as the joy of our risen Lord strengthens us. This is the secret to living the overcoming life.
The world is crying out for something to give them that kind of joy, peace, and fulfillment. Will your witness in the way you live your life show them that “something”, or better yet, “someone”?
Ask yourself today- where is my focus? The answer will determine how you live not only this day, but your life.
Love and blessings!
Friday, July 16, 2010
Thought for the Day- July 16th, 2010
"You are witnesses of these things. I am going to send you what my Father has promised; but stay in the city until you have been clothed with power from on high." (Luke 24:48-49)
"But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth." (Acts 1:8)
I was in prayer a few weeks ago with the rest of the pastoral staff. On Tuesdays, we spend about an hour seeking God and praying for our church and it’s attenders. That day, we had a deep spirit of intercession come on us, and I felt compelled to pray and ask God, “Lord, where is the power you promised us? We are filled with the Holy Spirit, we do our best to live concecrated lives. We work tiressly for your kingdom, but we don’t (very often) see the miracles. We don’t see the sudden healing of people with all kinds of hurts. What are we missing as shepherd leaders of your people?”
The Lord’s answer was instantanious- “You can’t have the power of Jesus without having His heart.”
I was very humbled by God’s response. I admit, because of my primary livelyhood as a paramedic, my heart can be very hard at times. I tell myself that it’s a defense mechanism, something that has to be in place to deal with the tragedy I see. Unfortunately, it’s not what God wants in His children, no matter what the reason.
Jesus’ heart was defined by two primary focus’- He loved God with all of His heart, soul, mind, and strength. After that, He loved the people around Him.
Such a simple way to live. It’s so simple that we can’t comprehend it. We look for things we can do, things we can study, things we can add to our spiritual resume’ that will make us more spiritual. Jesus kept it very simple- Love the Lord your God with all of your heart, soul, mind, and strength, and love your neighbor as yourself (Mark 12:29-31).
Why do we want spritual power in our lives? Is it to proclaim God’s goodness to the world? Is it to relieve spiritual and physical suffering in others, or is it to draw attention to ourselves?
Do we really love God and others to the point of being willing to live a crucified life, or are we content with the trickle of presence and power that we have now?
Some questions to ponder…
Love and blessings!
"But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth." (Acts 1:8)
I was in prayer a few weeks ago with the rest of the pastoral staff. On Tuesdays, we spend about an hour seeking God and praying for our church and it’s attenders. That day, we had a deep spirit of intercession come on us, and I felt compelled to pray and ask God, “Lord, where is the power you promised us? We are filled with the Holy Spirit, we do our best to live concecrated lives. We work tiressly for your kingdom, but we don’t (very often) see the miracles. We don’t see the sudden healing of people with all kinds of hurts. What are we missing as shepherd leaders of your people?”
The Lord’s answer was instantanious- “You can’t have the power of Jesus without having His heart.”
I was very humbled by God’s response. I admit, because of my primary livelyhood as a paramedic, my heart can be very hard at times. I tell myself that it’s a defense mechanism, something that has to be in place to deal with the tragedy I see. Unfortunately, it’s not what God wants in His children, no matter what the reason.
Jesus’ heart was defined by two primary focus’- He loved God with all of His heart, soul, mind, and strength. After that, He loved the people around Him.
Such a simple way to live. It’s so simple that we can’t comprehend it. We look for things we can do, things we can study, things we can add to our spiritual resume’ that will make us more spiritual. Jesus kept it very simple- Love the Lord your God with all of your heart, soul, mind, and strength, and love your neighbor as yourself (Mark 12:29-31).
Why do we want spritual power in our lives? Is it to proclaim God’s goodness to the world? Is it to relieve spiritual and physical suffering in others, or is it to draw attention to ourselves?
Do we really love God and others to the point of being willing to live a crucified life, or are we content with the trickle of presence and power that we have now?
Some questions to ponder…
Love and blessings!
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
2 Kings 17:32-33
They worshiped the LORD, but they also appointed all sorts of their own people to officiate for them as priests in the shrines at the high places. They worshiped the LORD, but they also served their own gods in accordance with the customs of the nations from which they had been brought. (NIV)
In ancient Israel, it was common for people to try to have the best of two worlds. In public, they would be devoted followers of Yahweh God, and be very particular to law of Moses. In private, they would have their own ways of worship and lifestyle, and this would often be done in “high places”; areas in their lives set aside to worship and live as they wanted in the privacy of their homes.
When we read the history of Israel, it is very easy to get a mindset of, “Well, what are these people doing now? What more does God have to do for them to get them to follow Him wholeheartedly?”
I admit, I’ve had these thoughts when reading the historical or biographical poritions of scripture. Then the Holy Spirit started to personalize those passages for me.
Let me do that for you and modernize this passage a little bit.
2 Kings 17:32-33 (P. John’s amplified modern translation)
“They worshipped the Lord, but they also had in their houses many forms of entertainment, to which they devoted themselves in spite of the warnings to avoid these very things found in God’s Word. They followed their soap operas, their sitcoms, and their reality TV. In addition, they even provoked the Lord to anger with their HBO and Sin-a-max (purposefully misspelled). They worshipped the Lord, but they served and looked just like the nations they were called out of to be a witness. Although they attended church on Sundays, and carried huge study bibles to show their religiosity to everyone, they provoked the Lord to anger by also worshipping the world that His Beloved Son died to save them from.”
Let me ask the question, “What are we doing now? What more does God have to do to get us to follow him wholeheartedly?”
Before people think I’m being “holier than thou”, this is something that the Lord has been hitting me heavy on. I was in staff prayer this morning with the Prayer House staff and was praying over this community and begging God for a revival to break out, for people to understand their need for Christ, and for Jesus’ name to again be held in honor instead of being a common curse word.
God’s reply was simple- His people, particularly those in church leadership, need to get rid of their high places, and then He will move. (2 Chron 7:13-15)
What high places are in your life? If God suddenly appeared in your TV room, would you be ashamed by what is on the screen? Do you give more in time and treasure toward entertainment then toward making sure that the church has enough help and/or money to serve it’s community, and spread the Gospel throughout the world through missions? If God did an audit on your checkbook, would He find that the money He gave you to steward was being used wisely and for eternal purposes?
Just a few questions that God is asking me…and I freely admit it has challenged and convicted me.
How about you?
Love and blessings,
John A. Oscar
Evangelism Pastor
Prayer House Assembly of God
They worshiped the LORD, but they also appointed all sorts of their own people to officiate for them as priests in the shrines at the high places. They worshiped the LORD, but they also served their own gods in accordance with the customs of the nations from which they had been brought. (NIV)
In ancient Israel, it was common for people to try to have the best of two worlds. In public, they would be devoted followers of Yahweh God, and be very particular to law of Moses. In private, they would have their own ways of worship and lifestyle, and this would often be done in “high places”; areas in their lives set aside to worship and live as they wanted in the privacy of their homes.
When we read the history of Israel, it is very easy to get a mindset of, “Well, what are these people doing now? What more does God have to do for them to get them to follow Him wholeheartedly?”
I admit, I’ve had these thoughts when reading the historical or biographical poritions of scripture. Then the Holy Spirit started to personalize those passages for me.
Let me do that for you and modernize this passage a little bit.
2 Kings 17:32-33 (P. John’s amplified modern translation)
“They worshipped the Lord, but they also had in their houses many forms of entertainment, to which they devoted themselves in spite of the warnings to avoid these very things found in God’s Word. They followed their soap operas, their sitcoms, and their reality TV. In addition, they even provoked the Lord to anger with their HBO and Sin-a-max (purposefully misspelled). They worshipped the Lord, but they served and looked just like the nations they were called out of to be a witness. Although they attended church on Sundays, and carried huge study bibles to show their religiosity to everyone, they provoked the Lord to anger by also worshipping the world that His Beloved Son died to save them from.”
Let me ask the question, “What are we doing now? What more does God have to do to get us to follow him wholeheartedly?”
Before people think I’m being “holier than thou”, this is something that the Lord has been hitting me heavy on. I was in staff prayer this morning with the Prayer House staff and was praying over this community and begging God for a revival to break out, for people to understand their need for Christ, and for Jesus’ name to again be held in honor instead of being a common curse word.
God’s reply was simple- His people, particularly those in church leadership, need to get rid of their high places, and then He will move. (2 Chron 7:13-15)
What high places are in your life? If God suddenly appeared in your TV room, would you be ashamed by what is on the screen? Do you give more in time and treasure toward entertainment then toward making sure that the church has enough help and/or money to serve it’s community, and spread the Gospel throughout the world through missions? If God did an audit on your checkbook, would He find that the money He gave you to steward was being used wisely and for eternal purposes?
Just a few questions that God is asking me…and I freely admit it has challenged and convicted me.
How about you?
Love and blessings,
John A. Oscar
Evangelism Pastor
Prayer House Assembly of God
Friday, March 26, 2010
Pray for Israel
With all of the attention given the health care bill this week, a news story that contains much more far reaching consequences for our country went largely unnoticed. The Israeli Prime Minister, Benjamin Netanyahu, was snubbed by the White House and our current president when he came to visit and talk about new construction in East Jerusalem.
Background-
Israel wants to build apartment buildings in an area of a city (Jerusalem, Eastern part specifically; it contains the Temple Mount and borders the Mount of Olives) that they've had in their possession for over 35 years. Israel won this area during the 6-Day-War, after a coalition of Arab nations came against Israel in an attempt to destroy the fledgling nation. Israel has kept these lands, even though some in the United Nations claim the lands are disputed and really should belong to the Palestinian people. The Palestinian people are a group comprising of largely former Jordanians (approx 80%) or nationless people, that live in and around Israel. They are generally opposed to the very existence of Israel, as Israel is now occupying land that was their people's prior to Israel re-becoming a nation in 1948 (ignoring that Israel had that land two thousand of year prior).
Currently-
Prime Minister Netanyahu visited the White House this week in order to explain Israel's position and his belief that as a sovereign nation, they have a right to build whatever housing they want on their soil. When the prime minister would not acquiesce to President Obama's insistence that Israel should stop the construction to keep his plans for a peace treaty alive, President Obama walked out of the meeting and told the prime minister to call him when he changed his mind. To do this to a "regular person" would be quite rude, but to a foreign head of state, especially one that is allied with the United States, it is inexcusable.
I know many people would claim that President Obama is a Christian. However, given his policies, beliefs about social issues, and the people that he surrounds himself with, I don't see it. Jesus said in Matthew 7:16 you will know them (false Christians) by their actions (fruits). One indication of a heart that is hard toward the things of God is a hatred toward Israel. President Obama has gone out of his way to be conciliatory to every Muslim, Buddhist, or other national figure that he has gone overseas to visit, or has visited him in Washington. However, whenever an Israeli leader visits, he is rude and insistent that he gets his way.
America has long stood behind Israel because of it's Judeo-Christian heritage. Historically, we have understood the promise from the bible that "Whoever blesses you (Israel, through Abraham) will be blessed, and whoever curses you (Israel) will be cursed" (Gen 12) . However, with the current president, that relationship is becoming more and more strained. President Obama has surrounded himself with people that have spoken out publicly of their hatred of Israel, and often blame Israel for most of the problems in the middle east region. These beliefs have culminated in a rejection of Israels right to sovereignty, and in insulting it's prime minister.
I was very troubled by this, as I know that America has largely rejected God on it's own, and the only thing holding back His wrath is America's friendship and support of Israel. However, with that apparently disappearing, the floodgates of judgment could be opening further on our country. As I prayed about these things this morning, God showed me a few things that may bring some comfort-
Background-
Israel wants to build apartment buildings in an area of a city (Jerusalem, Eastern part specifically; it contains the Temple Mount and borders the Mount of Olives) that they've had in their possession for over 35 years. Israel won this area during the 6-Day-War, after a coalition of Arab nations came against Israel in an attempt to destroy the fledgling nation. Israel has kept these lands, even though some in the United Nations claim the lands are disputed and really should belong to the Palestinian people. The Palestinian people are a group comprising of largely former Jordanians (approx 80%) or nationless people, that live in and around Israel. They are generally opposed to the very existence of Israel, as Israel is now occupying land that was their people's prior to Israel re-becoming a nation in 1948 (ignoring that Israel had that land two thousand of year prior).
Currently-
Prime Minister Netanyahu visited the White House this week in order to explain Israel's position and his belief that as a sovereign nation, they have a right to build whatever housing they want on their soil. When the prime minister would not acquiesce to President Obama's insistence that Israel should stop the construction to keep his plans for a peace treaty alive, President Obama walked out of the meeting and told the prime minister to call him when he changed his mind. To do this to a "regular person" would be quite rude, but to a foreign head of state, especially one that is allied with the United States, it is inexcusable.
I know many people would claim that President Obama is a Christian. However, given his policies, beliefs about social issues, and the people that he surrounds himself with, I don't see it. Jesus said in Matthew 7:16 you will know them (false Christians) by their actions (fruits). One indication of a heart that is hard toward the things of God is a hatred toward Israel. President Obama has gone out of his way to be conciliatory to every Muslim, Buddhist, or other national figure that he has gone overseas to visit, or has visited him in Washington. However, whenever an Israeli leader visits, he is rude and insistent that he gets his way.
America has long stood behind Israel because of it's Judeo-Christian heritage. Historically, we have understood the promise from the bible that "Whoever blesses you (Israel, through Abraham) will be blessed, and whoever curses you (Israel) will be cursed" (Gen 12) . However, with the current president, that relationship is becoming more and more strained. President Obama has surrounded himself with people that have spoken out publicly of their hatred of Israel, and often blame Israel for most of the problems in the middle east region. These beliefs have culminated in a rejection of Israels right to sovereignty, and in insulting it's prime minister.
I was very troubled by this, as I know that America has largely rejected God on it's own, and the only thing holding back His wrath is America's friendship and support of Israel. However, with that apparently disappearing, the floodgates of judgment could be opening further on our country. As I prayed about these things this morning, God showed me a few things that may bring some comfort-
- As wonderful as our support of Israel has been, it may be holding Israel back from revival and completely trusting God. Israel has a historic tendency to look to foreign governments for it's survival (biblical Egypt in particular) instead of looking to their God.
- The prophetic events of Ezekiel 37 have largely taken place in that the nation of Israel has been reborn (dry bones living). In order for the events of Ezekiel 38-39 to take place, Israel will have to be standing alone and in peace with it's neighbors in order for the nations of north and those that surround them to attack them unexpectedly. No one dares to attack Israel directly now because of our pledge of protection.
- In another news story, Russia and the USA have announced new atomic weapons treaties, further reducing the number of warheads each country has. This favors Russia much more than the USA as the Russian government can't afford to continue maintaining these arms. It also gives the world the illusion that Russia is interested in peace. Quite the contrary....
If you are following our church's reading list for the day, you are in Isaiah. The prophet tells us this- "You who call upon the Lord, give yourselves no rest; and give HIM no rest, until He establishes Jerusalem, and makes her the praise of all the earth." (Isaiah 62:6-7).
Continue to lift up Israel in your prayers. Pray that she be protected. Pray that she come to know her God. Most of all, pray that she, nationwide, come to know her Messiah, Christ Jesus.
Many blessings
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Thought for the Day
If God has a book of rememberance....what is He going to write in His book today about us?
"You have said, 'It is futile to serve God. What did we gain by carrying out his requirements and going about like mourners before the LORD Almighty? But now we call the arrogant blessed. Certainly the evildoers prosper, and even those who challenge God escape.'" Then those who feared the LORD talked with each other, and the LORD listened and heard. A scroll of remembrance was written in his presence concerning those who feared the LORD and honored his name.
Mal 3:14-16 NIV
Rev 21:12 says that one day the books will be opened. One of those books will be John Oscar's book of rememberance when I stand before HIM to give an account of my life.
Will I be ashamed, or will I rejoice with HIM because of the way I lived my life. If we believe that what we believe is really real, then we should live in holy fear thinking ahead toward that day with every decision we have to make.
"Lord, stamp eternity on my mind, heart, and soul. May every thought, word, and decision I make today reflect my total belief that I will stand before you one day to give an account."
Love and blessings,
"You have said, 'It is futile to serve God. What did we gain by carrying out his requirements and going about like mourners before the LORD Almighty? But now we call the arrogant blessed. Certainly the evildoers prosper, and even those who challenge God escape.'" Then those who feared the LORD talked with each other, and the LORD listened and heard. A scroll of remembrance was written in his presence concerning those who feared the LORD and honored his name.
Mal 3:14-16 NIV
Rev 21:12 says that one day the books will be opened. One of those books will be John Oscar's book of rememberance when I stand before HIM to give an account of my life.
Will I be ashamed, or will I rejoice with HIM because of the way I lived my life. If we believe that what we believe is really real, then we should live in holy fear thinking ahead toward that day with every decision we have to make.
"Lord, stamp eternity on my mind, heart, and soul. May every thought, word, and decision I make today reflect my total belief that I will stand before you one day to give an account."
Love and blessings,
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Thought for the Week- August 24th, 2009
Luke 1:54 He has helped His servant Israel, In remembrance of His mercy
This weekend was my 20th High School Reunion. I wasn’t planning on going so I didn’t sign up for it at all. I really didn’t have many friends in high school that would attend the reunion, so I didn’t feel a need to go.
This last Friday I was asked by the YAH (Young at Heart growth group) to be their projectionist for their movie night at church. I gladly accepted as I needed alone time to work on my sermon for Saturday anyway. I set up the movie for them, and went to my office and spent some quality time with God in prayer and study of His word.
After the event was over, the thought came to me that the “ice-breaker” was being held at a restaurant on the way home, so I called Tammie and told her that I might stop by. Besides, I knew David and Amy Maack would be there, so I’d at least have them to talk to.
I walked into the noisy and very crowded restaurant and found the Maacks standing by themselves. I got over to them and had a good time talking to David for along time about various issues as Amy caught up with several of her choir/music friends. As I sat there talking, I watch as my former classmates caught up with each other about what was going on in their lives. It being an adult gathering, there was a lot of alcohol being consumed, and its effects were becoming apparent on several people. After about an hour, I excused myself at went home.
I felt strange the next few days thinking about that night. It was a confusing array of nostalgia, regret, pain, and remembrance- emotions I rarely allow myself to indulge in. I really didn’t talk to anyone except David, and mostly just watched the people that were there. I couldn’t put a finger on exactly how I felt about it until Sunday morning. As my church family worshipped God together, the Holy Spirit moved two people in the service to give “words” from God. One of them dealt with God’s birthing process, and the pressure that brings new life into the world.
Then it hit me- throughout all the conflicting emotions and noise of that night, I finally figured out what God was trying to say to me. He was calling to remembrance the person I was the last time I was with these people. I, like Paul, “was once a blasphemer and a persecutor and a violent man, I was shown mercy because I acted in ignorance and unbelief. The grace of our Lord was poured out on me abundantly, along with the faith and love that are in Christ Jesus. (1 Tim 1:13)”
God was reminding me the great works HE has done in my life. Although I might not have the earthly position, status, or possessions many in my class had or now have, I was exceedingly rich in the most important and lasting ways- ways that will echo into eternity. Although the last 20 years have been ones of great trial and pain (particularly before I knew God), the reward has been a development of Godly character, substance, wisdom, and humility. Although I don’t claim to have fully obtained this (Phil 3:12-14), the person I was last time I was with those people is completely different from the person I am today. If fact, that person is dead, and the person you see before you today is alive in Christ and Christ alone!
Take a moment and have a time of remembrance this week. Allow God to take you back and rejoice with HIM in what HE has done in your life.
It will blow your mind, lift your heart, and propel your spirit into praising HIM for the exceedingly abundant blessings HE has poured out in your life!
Love and blessings!
This weekend was my 20th High School Reunion. I wasn’t planning on going so I didn’t sign up for it at all. I really didn’t have many friends in high school that would attend the reunion, so I didn’t feel a need to go.
This last Friday I was asked by the YAH (Young at Heart growth group) to be their projectionist for their movie night at church. I gladly accepted as I needed alone time to work on my sermon for Saturday anyway. I set up the movie for them, and went to my office and spent some quality time with God in prayer and study of His word.
After the event was over, the thought came to me that the “ice-breaker” was being held at a restaurant on the way home, so I called Tammie and told her that I might stop by. Besides, I knew David and Amy Maack would be there, so I’d at least have them to talk to.
I walked into the noisy and very crowded restaurant and found the Maacks standing by themselves. I got over to them and had a good time talking to David for along time about various issues as Amy caught up with several of her choir/music friends. As I sat there talking, I watch as my former classmates caught up with each other about what was going on in their lives. It being an adult gathering, there was a lot of alcohol being consumed, and its effects were becoming apparent on several people. After about an hour, I excused myself at went home.
I felt strange the next few days thinking about that night. It was a confusing array of nostalgia, regret, pain, and remembrance- emotions I rarely allow myself to indulge in. I really didn’t talk to anyone except David, and mostly just watched the people that were there. I couldn’t put a finger on exactly how I felt about it until Sunday morning. As my church family worshipped God together, the Holy Spirit moved two people in the service to give “words” from God. One of them dealt with God’s birthing process, and the pressure that brings new life into the world.
Then it hit me- throughout all the conflicting emotions and noise of that night, I finally figured out what God was trying to say to me. He was calling to remembrance the person I was the last time I was with these people. I, like Paul, “was once a blasphemer and a persecutor and a violent man, I was shown mercy because I acted in ignorance and unbelief. The grace of our Lord was poured out on me abundantly, along with the faith and love that are in Christ Jesus. (1 Tim 1:13)”
God was reminding me the great works HE has done in my life. Although I might not have the earthly position, status, or possessions many in my class had or now have, I was exceedingly rich in the most important and lasting ways- ways that will echo into eternity. Although the last 20 years have been ones of great trial and pain (particularly before I knew God), the reward has been a development of Godly character, substance, wisdom, and humility. Although I don’t claim to have fully obtained this (Phil 3:12-14), the person I was last time I was with those people is completely different from the person I am today. If fact, that person is dead, and the person you see before you today is alive in Christ and Christ alone!
Take a moment and have a time of remembrance this week. Allow God to take you back and rejoice with HIM in what HE has done in your life.
It will blow your mind, lift your heart, and propel your spirit into praising HIM for the exceedingly abundant blessings HE has poured out in your life!
Love and blessings!
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